I am
a Chinese national. After working as a head teacher for a private English
language school for five years, I went to the UK to study a MA translation
course in 2002. For seven and half years I studied, lived and worked in the UK.
I stayed with a few British families when I was a student. I preferred homestay
than to live on campus because to live with local English people was more
beneficial to improve my English. I got to understand the English culture and I
made many British friends. I did not feel isolated in a foreign environment
which was totally different from my own culture. I fit in the new culture
without too much difficulty. The English people I made friends with were
friendly. They helped me with my studies; they checked my essays and
dissertations; they gave me regular jobs to help my finance; they even took me
to trips and tours around London and around the country. A lady from Mauritius lived
near the university where I used to study, we became good friends. She was like
my mother. She cooked nice food for me each time I went to see her; she
encouraged her family and friends to give me regular jobs; she shared her
happiness and sadness with me. We are still keeping in touch even now. She
calls me her Chinese daughter, and I respect her as my England Mum. I felt
loved and cared. Yes, my friends in England have given me great support. Although
I was not a Christian at that time, I know my Heavenly Father Yahuwah has been
looking after me through the hands of these people all the time when I was in
the UK.

I
felt happy to live in a new environment to learn the language, to know the
culture, and to make new friends, and to fly like a bird in the sky freely. I
liked the clouds, the grass, the flowers, the trees, I liked each single
movement in the sky and on earth; all were so beautiful in front of me. I
became poetic and I wrote many poems in English. Thanks Yahuwah for giving me a
way to express myself through the language of poetry. My heart was filled with joy and I always
wanted sing. He was out there
watching me, directing me. My Heavenly Father was showing favor on me. I was
indeed a blessed person.

It
was when I was living with two of the homestay families I got to know Christian
faith because they are Christian families. My landlady was a Christian. She
used to go to a local Church of England. Her husband was not a Christian. So
she would take me to her church occasionally on Sundays. I can still remember all the events she was
involved with the church: fundraising event, quiz event, Christmas gifts
collecting and sending boxes to other countries event, preparing food for the
poor or disabled people etc. She was such a lovely and caring lady. She did a
lot for her church. However I can’t remember any spiritual benefit I got from
the church she brought me to. The atmosphere was nice, the building was grand,
but my heart was not touched by the teachings.

I
went with another homestay family landlord to the Vineyard church where he
belongs, which had very good music performance. The atmosphere was also very
nice, there was a professional band, and all the song lyrics were shown on a
big screen, everybody could read and sing along. But my spirit was not lifted
up. I was not touched by the sermons either. Although I went to this church
many times, and got to know many Christian friends, I still felt empty inside
my heart.

For
all the years when I was in England, I received many Christmas cards, Christmas
presents, and many birthday cards as
well. I could not even remember my own birthday, but
amazingly, my friends could remember my birthday and would send me birthday
cards and presents. In my ignorance, I also sent out birthday and Christmas
cards and presents as well as receiving them. My landlord would invite many
people on Christmas day to come
around and we would have a big Christmas meal together. The Christmas tree was
decorated and surrounded by many gift packages and boxes. He was ever so
generous and the food was always more than enough for everybody. It was more a
big feast day than to celebrate Saviour’s life. And it was more a commercial
than a spiritual festival. For each Easter I would get chocolate eggs, and
children would play in the garden searching for the hidden eggs and Easter
bunny candies. I did not understand the origins of these holidays but I
followed the tradition as everybody else. Now I understand all these are not
Biblical feasts but pagan holidays. And I do not celebrate birthday any more.

After
graduation and staying in London for four years, I left my London homestay
family. I rented a one bedroom flat with a small garden and settled down in a
nice seaside town in 2006. I started my self-publishing work there. I
translated some Chinese English bilingual literature and poetry books. I made a
good start for my business. BBC radio station interviewed me and I was on
newspaper. I also performed poetry reading in front of poetry lover audiences.
My books were sold to some public libraries and universities in the UK and they
were displayed in some of the best bookshops including British Museum Bookshop.
All my friends were proud of me. I felt I could become famous one day!

But
deep inside my heart, I was searching for something else. The Holy Spirit was
encouraging me, I wanted to go to a church one day after I settled down at the
seaside town. But I didn’t know which church to go to, so I picked one church which
looked nice. No one invited me, I just went into the church and sat at the
back. The people were friendly and polite, and I could talk to them and have
tea/coffee and biscuits after the church meeting. I did not know what to say, I
only tried to make some conversations talking about something unimportant. I
didn’t know why I was not touched by the sermons. I could remember the grand
ceremonies and the special robes the priest wore though. I went there a few
times, then I started to change to a different church. My spirit was looking
for a dwelling place, but I did not know where that place was. So I bumped into
many different churches. I got to know a Christian friend from one of the
churches I went into. She was a devoted Christian. She was a nurse, working in
a nearby hospital just opposite the flat I used to live. She was passionate
about encouraging me and helping me out. She invited me to her house, she came
to see me and we went out together for tea, and she wrote me many letters to
keep in touch and to encourage me. And she showed me nearly all the churches
she knew around our area which I might be interested to go to. Thanks to her
efforts, we went from one church to another on Sundays, including one Chinese
church, but I never felt right for some reason. I thank my Heavenly Father
Yahuwah, He knew all these churches were not right for me, and His Spirit did
not allow me to get involved.

Then
I was invited to move into a mansion house to look after a dog when its owner
was away on a long holiday. Later there were two other lodgers came to live in
this house, one of the lodgers was a Jehovah witness. During the time I was staying
in this house, I got to know some Jehovah witnesses. Two ladies would drive and
visit me regularly. They were so eager for me to be one of them. They would
spend time to explain the Bible to me, and they would come and pick me up and
invite me to go with them to their Kingdom Hall, and they tried to convince me
to be baptised. I went to their Kingdom Hall several times; I went to one of
their big annual meetings with baptism ceremony once; I also visited their
Headquarter in London once. It was a very well organised organisation I must
say. Many people left their homes and they chose to live and work there full
time. I listened to what they had to say, but I was not convinced by their
teachings.

Deep
in my heart, my soul was searching for the truth. However, I never became a
real Christian when I was in the UK although I had been to many different
churches, and I knew many Christian friends. I did not understand why there
were so many denominations for Christianity alone? All were different, and all
confused me. Thanks Yahuwah, He protected me from all the wrong teachings and beliefs.
His Spirit made my heart not to be touched and convinced by any of these
Christian branches.

Since
the economic recession in 2008, my self-employment business in the UK was not doing
well any more. But fortunately enough, because of my self publishing work I had
made some good contacts with some cultural organisations. Through
recommendation of a friend, I got a full time job opportunity in the summer of
2009, working as a council cultural exchange officer, and the salary package
was good. Everybody was happy about the news but I was not feeling that great,
as I know how hard and stressful the job would be, but I still went forward,
preparing all the documents for the job needed, including the police
registration form. As I needed to update my address, I went into a police
station, that’s where the problem occurred.

By
that time, I had consulted a solicitor and was waiting for the Home Office to
send back their decision letter for renewing my Highly Skilled Migrant
Programme Visa. However Home Office sent their decision letter to a wrong
address by mistake, that’s why I couldn’t renew my visa on time. I didn’t
realise how serious it was to walk into a police station with an expired visa.
When I went into the police station, I had to show them my passport to update
my address. They didn’t let me go home that day because my visa was already
expired. I was kept in a police station cell that very night. What a nightmare!
But amazingly, I could even sleep on the very hard bed like made of stone. And I
asked for food when I was hungry, and I asked for drinks when I was thirsty.
There was a button to press in the cell if I needed any assistance. The police
officer was helpful. He would come and ask me what do I need whenever I pressed
the button. Then he would come back to me with what I needed. There was not
enough light as there was only a tiny window in the cell. So I asked the police
to allow me to stay in the outside court yard during the day. The police
allowed me to stay in the spacious courtyard, with plenty of sunshine shining
down from the transparent ceiling on the top. I walked along the walls thinking
about all the things, how did I end up being locked up when I just got a job offer
from the government? The courtyard walls were so high. Even if I were a little
bird, I could not fly out as it was 100% sealed and secure. Only I myself was
there. I placed my coat on the concrete floor, and lay down on the ground when
I was tired. Oh! I loved the sunlight much better than the little dark room
inside the cell. When I wanted to go back, I just needed to press a bell and
the police would come and open the door to let me in. I contacted my solicitor
and informed her of my disastrous situation. I was not too worried and thought I
would soon be released. It was only a mistake. However, I was not released but
was transferred to a deportation centre three days later. How reluctant I was
when I was informed to go. I told the immigration officer I would rather stay
in the police station and go home when all would be sorted out. I thought the
deportation centre would be a horrible place, but I was wrong. In fact, the
deportation centre was a lot nicer than the police station cell. I was kept
there for about two weeks. For the first week, I stayed in a single room which
had bed, wardrobe, TV and shower. It was like living in a hotel. For the second
week, I was transferred to another room sharing with another girl. There were
library, computer room, gym room, shop, religious centre, canteen and garden to
walk around. The only thing is that I could not walk out of the garden walls.
The food in the canteen was not bad either, with different choices. I was a lot
freer than staying in the police station cell. I was given clean clothes and
spending money as well. I was not too worried as I trusted my British fiance and
my solicitor would sort it all out for me. However, as I had not received the
decision letter from Home Office yet, the immigration officer decided to deport
me on a certain day on the fact that my visa was expired. I did not expect that
to happen, I trusted my solicitor but she did not do a good job to get me out
of there, so I decided to write the immigration officer a letter myself with
proofs explaining why I had overstayed just one night before I was to be
deported. I faxed the letter to the immigration officer the first thing in the
morning. Thanks Yahuwah, instead of being deported, I was released on the day
two hours after I faxed the letter. What a relief! My fiance came around and
picked me up. I was released and I was free. No deportation. The nightmare
finished. Everyone was surprised at what happened to me. Thanks Yahuwah, my
dear Heavenly Father saved me at the most urgent moment. He saved me out of
trouble just on time.

As
my visa was expired, I had to come back to China to make a re-entry. I came
back to China on my own term and a few days later I received the decision
letter from Home Office, but thanks Yahuwah, He made my heart not wanting to go
back to the UK any more even if I was granted a HSMP visa. My Heavenly Father
Yahuwah knew the government job was not suitable for me. He stopped me from
taking the job by putting me into the police station cell and the deportation
centre. What happened looked disastrous, but it was good for me. If things went
smoothly, and I took the job, my life would be different. I didn’t need that
job.

After
I came back to China in 2009, I settled down in a quiet town by the eastern
sea. I got a teaching and later an admin job at a nearby university. After
living in the UK for nearly eight years, I was happy to live a simple and easy
life in China. And I could stay with my family. However, sadly, in the summer
of 2010, my father had an accident and passed away suddenly. I couldn’t believe
the tragedy, my heart was deeply sorrowful for my father’s death. It was during
that time, my mum’s younger sister came to visit us. She brought us some
Christian books and CDs. After my aunt left us, I picked up a book one day and
I read it through all in one go. Those books nourished my withered heart. One
day, the Holy Spirit urged me to go out to look for a church, and I found a
family church nearby and for the first time I felt touched by the talk. Finally
I felt right in a church. My spirit was like a burning fire. In autumn 2010, I
became a devoted Christian. Each time when I went to the family church, I would
take some of the university students to go together. I became enthusiastic
about my Christian faith. I felt happy again even if I lost my father on earth,
I found my loving Heavenly Father forever. He had always been protecting and
looking after me even if when I was away from Him and sinned against Him. I
also found my Saviour to wipe away all my sins by His precious blood. What a
blessing from heaven! For many weeks,
whenever I went to the church, tears could not stop dropping off my cheeks, out
of joy and sorrow. I felt happy to establish my long searched Christian faith,
and I felt so sorrowful for all the wrong doings I committed in the past. For
many things I would not have done if only I were a Christian earlier!

However,
this ‘right’ feeling did not last long though. After a few months this family
church became a branch of a state church, I went there as well as some other
local state churches for some time. I felt Yahuwah’s spirit was not there and I
was not satisfied with their teachings any longer. The teachings were too
simple and basic, sometimes just for one Bible verse, the preacher would spend
long time to talk about, yet not focusing on the Bible, but focusing on his or
her own experiences. And sometimes they talked about the same topic again and
again. I felt uninterested. All the churches organise Christmas and Easter
performances each year, they spent much time and energy to prepare these
festivals. And I knew some churches had internal conflicts between members. The
atmosphere was instead of being friendly but could be full of the smell of
gunpowder! Why I had to waste my time if the teachings were boring to me? I
would rather stay at home reading the Bible myself. So I stopped going to any
of the churches.

At
the university, I worked as an English teacher for the first year, then I was
promoted to work for its international exchange department, ever since I took
this position, I was engaged in setting up links with foreign universities,
making foreign trips and looking after foreign university guests when they came
to visit. I became very busy, hardly had any rest days. I always worked
overtime. Because of my efforts, my school set up relationships with some renowned universities from the UK, USA,
Australia, and South Korea within half year’s time. Due to my excellent work
performance, I was promoted to the Deputy Director for my office, I was also
granted an associate professorship. I did my best to perform my work duties. At
the same time, I never hide from anybody my Christian faith. I always spoke
loudly about my belief. In 2011, I went to America to visit a renowned
university with my university delegation. During the second trip, I think I
upset my Buddhist boss. He is a rich man who owns the private university and
many factories. When we were in America, during a meal, he was promoting his
Buddhist belief and he even wished to build buddha temples in America. No one said anything, everybody was
listening, when I said frankly, “This is a Christian country, why you want to
build Buddhas here?” Even if I
didn’t use a loud voice, I think everybody heard what I said clearly. Despite
my work performances and most recent promotion, I was fired without proper
explanations one day after I came back from that trip. I earned my
professorship salary only for one month. That must be the shortest
professorship in the world. Although I felt unappreciated for the work I had
done, I left the school without regret. After I heard the news from the HR
manager, I said to him, “This must be the beginning for something which is good
ahead!” He felt pity, but did not know what to say to me. I knew my Heavenly
Father was up there all the time watching and protecting me. He must not like
me to continue that job any longer. Neither the government in the UK nor the university
job was good for me. Although looked bad but what happened to me was good.
Yahuwah kept me FREE from all these earthly engagements. And it was the
beginning for a brand new life ever after that.

After
I was fired, I decided not to find another job, but to serve my Creator only.
Thanks to my British fiance who left UK and joined me right after I was fired,
he took me to Thailand for two months for me to have a break. We visited many
beautiful islands, gardens and spent some good time with his friends in
Thailand. He later married me in China, and he is now living in China with me
permanently. Thanks to my dear mum for her understanding and support. She used
to tell me the best job is to serve the Creator.
They are my two closest family members, they did not urge me to find another
job. They all respected my Christian faith. For the first time in my whole
life, I could leave everything else alone to concentrate on learning His words
only. My joy in reading His words increased each day. I put all my literature and poetry books in
the garage. All these books were not interesting to me any longer. On my
bookshelf, there are only a few Christian books and the Bible now. I don’t want
to waste time to read any other irrelevant books.

My
mum is a Christian, she started a family meeting over two years ago, even without a preacher, she and her Christian
friends would meet at my sister’s unused flat regularly to watch Christian
videos, sing praise and read Bible together. Since I became without a job, I
started to share Bible chapters with the people there. I became a preacher
without a religious degree.

A
few months after I was fired by the university, a Christian friend I used to
know approached me, she said she knew somebody who was a former state church
elder. Having 20 years Christian life experience, we could all learn from her. I
accepted her proposal. I joined their Bible study group. Later my mum also joined.
There were just six of us. Two of them had vivid visions. I was intrigued at
the beginning. But after sometime, I found something very strange. They became
very emotional when they saw something in their visions, either very happy or
very upset. I realised that their faith was not based on His words but based on
the things they saw. They highly praise Christ, without proper understanding
about the relationship between Father and Son. They believe the Old Testament,
the laws and commandments are “shadows”, and have done away with the cross.
Christ is the “substance”. They claim people only need to abide the law ‘in
spirit’ in New Testament time, and don’t have to practise physically. However Christ
died on the cross physically but not spiritually, and we all know to break the
law is to sin, and the wages of sin is to die. They don’t understand what is
Sabbath, and they refuse to study this topic. There are many things that we
could not agree with each other. After studying together for some time, I quit
from this group. My mum also quit.

It
was in Feb 2013, a Christian friend recommended the Amazing Facts Chinese site
to me. I visited the website, and watched all the videos on the site. I was fully
convinced about the importance of keeping Sabbath holy. I believed that Sunday
is not Sabbath, Saturday is Sabbath, the weekly cycle has never changed or
broken since creation as they promote, which I found out to be wrong in May
after I visited the WLC website. I also searched “Bible Prophecies” as a
keyword, and it was the first time I came across the WLC website, I watched a
few WLC videos which I quite liked, but I was not ready to accept the names of
Yahuwah and Yahushua at that time. I did not recognise these names, and I
searched “Yahushua” on the internet but the result of my search came out to be
one of the bad references, so I left WLC website I didn’t study it any further
at that time. But Thanks Yahuwah, I saved WLC website on my computer as a
favourite link then I almost forgot about it.

I
carried on studying the Amazing Facts Chinese
website without any knowledge about the lunar Sabbath truth. I believed that
Saturday is Sabbath. I watched each video more than once on the Amazing Facts
site. Deep in my heart I knew they talked about some truth, but I was not fully
convinced and I was not happy about something about their website. In fact, it
was Pastor Doug Batchelor’s preaching style. I was thinking why I have to know
all his family background or his life experience, are they relevant to the
Bible truth? It’s OK to know a bit about a person’s background, but I think he
talked about himself too much. I also didn’t like the title of his book “The
Richest Caveman”. Is he setting himself as an icon to be followed and to be
admired? Why I have to know his story when I have so many Bible stories? Is his
story more moral? Although I didn’t like his preaching style, I had already
discarded the Sunday worship, and believed that Sabbath is Saturday. But thanks
Yahuwah, I didn’t share Saturday Sabbath with my other Christian friends at our
meetings. Instead of sharing this, for about two and half months, whenever we
met, I kept on encouraging them to abide the divine law, to follow the
commandments, and for them to realise how serious it is to break the law, in
order to prepare their hearts to accept the Sabbath truth when the time is
right. As Sabbath is such a sensitive subject, I didn’t jump into this topic
too quickly.

Towards
the end of April, after I have studied the Sabbath topic for about two and half
months, I finally decided to share with my Christian brothers and sisters about
it the first Saturday on 4 May, when we would meet again. I wanted to make it
very clear for them to know the importance of Sabbath and to worship on the
correct holy days. I felt the time was right, I was ready and I believed their
hearts were also ready to embrace the Sabbath truth after the preparation
period. However this did not happen as I planned.

It
was on 29 April night, I had a dream. In my dream, I called upon “Lord” “Lord”
in English. The Holy Spirit then encouraged me to take out my English Bible when
I woke up in the morning. Then on the first day of May, the Holy Spirit guided
me to search for English Christian websites. It was on that very day, I
discovered WLC website again. I picked the WLC website from my favourite links straight
away as if there was an invisible hand that was moving my fingers and the
mouse. I opened WLC website. As I have studied a lot about the Sabbath topic
for the past two and half months, all the video titles with Lunar Sabbath, SDA, Ellen White popped
into my eyes immediately and the Holy Spirit urged me to watch these videos. I
wanted to know what Lunar Sabbath was about. I was shocked and stunned by what
I discovered. How amazing to realise that the beginning of each month should be
the “New Moon”!!! How wonderful to discover this Lunar Sabbath truth just on
time. I discarded the idea to share Saturday Sabbath on 4 May immediately.

The
findings of WLC website were so different from what I had learned for the past
two and half months from the Amazing Facts website. I couldn’t figure out why
WLC promotes lunar Sabbath, while Amazing Facts promotes solar based Sabbath.
Shouldn’t all the people who respect Sabbath adopt the same Sabbath to worship
on the correct days? I registered with both WLC website and the Amazing Facts
Chinese website, to be able to contact them and write to them about my doubts.
I contacted them right after I registered. I got answers from WLC web
immediately on the same day, explaining the Lunar Sabbath truth, with a free
book gift set being sent to me. When I finally got an answer from the Amazing
Facts website it was more than one month later. How different it was between
the two of them. I shared with Amazing Facts website a few more emails after I
received their first email, trying to explain to them Gregorian calendar’s lack of new moon to start each month.
However, they ignored this fact, still insisted on an unbroken weekly cycle,
believing Saturday is Sabbath. In my
last email to them, I said, in many Bible verses, ‘new moon’ and ‘Sabbath’ are
written together and are closely linked together, such as Ezekiel 46:1. I asked
them one question. “Do you think the
Creator uses lunar calendar when He talks about New Moon, while using solar
calendar when He mentions about Sabbath? Do you think the Creator is the author
of confusion? ” There is no reply from them.

‘Luni-solar’
or ‘solar’ calendar, they can’t be both right. If people cannot unite on earth,
how are they going to be united in Heaven? My instinct told me immediately that
the Luni-solar calendar is correct even before any further study. I would like
to embrace the new light however
the luni-solar calendar was so new to me, and I wanted to establish my faith in
this new light firmly based on the Bible. I could not absorb all the new
information all at once. And I knew it
was so very important to find out the real Sabbath. I stopped attending the
regular meetings for a few weeks following the advice of a WLC member. While I
was eagerly learning the new truth, my mum organised other Christian friends to
watch some Christian videos, focusing on the end time prophecies.

I
have kept close contact with WLC since I re-discovered it. Whenever I have a
question, I can get the answer efficiently and quickly from them. And it seems
that they have predicted all the possible questions and have prepared the
answers for these questions in advance. Sometimes, my questions can be answered
by web links with informative content. I was amazed and wondered to create such
a rich content and well established website, how much time and energy would
have been spent. It’s not like many other Christian websites with only some
basic information without regular content updates. WLC updates their website on
a daily basis with the prophecy news etc. I can see clearly that they are
putting a lot of effort in creating the content to prepare people for the final
events to unfold. There is something else different about WLC website and other
Christian websites. They have a point earning system. WLC encourages people to
learn the on line e-courses, not only freely but can actually earn points.
People can buy Christian books, CDs and gifts, not with money but with the
points they earned through studying the e-courses. What a way to encourage
people to learn. I like the video style as well. Instead of somebody talks,
scripture speaks on behalf of itself. WLC videos are well made with high
quality, concise and right to the point. I can imagine there are many people who
would have been involved in creating a video, but no one’s name is shown on the
video, which is good. When people talk about the video, they won’t have to talk
about somebody but about the content, about the scriptures, and about His words.
Shouldn’t we all avoid spiritual idol worship? Instead of saying somebody is good,
isn’t it best to say His words are so good? And it impressed me about their
sincerity and honesty. WLC website would admit if something they believe is in
error and they would change it immediately. This attitude is precious.

WLC
is ever ready to help me and encourage me. There is someone to listen to me, to
care about me, and to answer my questions even on a daily basis. What a
blessing from Heaven! My faith in Lunar Sabbath is increasing day by day. Thanks
to all the support I got from WLC. It is really wonderful to know about the
truth and walk in the truth. Thanks Yahuwah to have connected me with WLC
community by His mercy and grace. He guided me and showed me the correct way
about the real Sabbath.

After
I studied the lunar Sabbath truth for about one and half months, I shared this
new light with my mum and my other Christian friends at our regular meetings.
Thanks Yahuwah, although not everybody accepted this new light, there were some
rejections, but most of the people accepted the truth about Lunar Sabbath. We
are now meeting on the correct New Moon and Sabbath Days now. There are about
ten people meet regularly on His Holy Days now. How wonderful it is to look at
the beautiful moon and know His Holy Days. How nice to meet at His appointed
time! Thanks Yahuwah for us to be able to walk in His light. And I wish in the
near future more Chinese people and people from around the world will walk in
His light to worship Him in His chosen days. And we shall all be united both on
earth and in Heaven above.

“And
it shall come to pass, that from one new moon to another, and from one sabbath
to another, shall all flesh come to worship before me, said Yahuwah.” (Isaiah
66:23)

While
in the UK, I wrote a little poem in 2002. My soul was searching for something
wonderful but I didn’t know where the dwelling place for my soul was. I know
now my Heavenly Father has never forsaken me. He has been protecting me and
guiding me all the years. He never left me. He has given me a life with both
tears and happiness; a life full of ups and downs but for the good of me. He always
gives me more than I can imagine or hoped for; He saved me out of my trouble;
He heard my cry and He kept me free from this ungodly world. He is a wonderful
Father to whom I shall sing praise forever.

Hope
(2002)

If I
walk and walk and walk and walk,

Whereabouts
will I be? What will I see?

I
don’t know where to go, I still walk and walk,

I
don’t know what’s waiting for me. Maybe

Nothing
ahead. But I still keep on going.

When
my legs refuse to go any further,

A
gentle sound from somewhere tells me,

“Try
a bit more. Give up never!”

I’m
sure my hope exists in my efforts.

I
know You are waiting for me somewhere.

But
where? I have no idea. I think that’s

Because
I just haven’t happened to go there.

It’s
a pleasure to have You in my mind,

Go
ahead a bit more. Sorrow behind.

I
still don’t know what is going to happen ahead, will it be sunny? Or will it be
windy tomorrow? Will I have sorrows? Or will I be happy? No matter what
happens, I will keep on walking, keep on singing praise to Him, learning His
wondrous deeds, and I know it will be wonderful, it will be great to have Him
in my mind.

“Although the fig tree shall not blossom,
neither shall fruit be in the vines; the labour of the olive shall fail, and
the fields shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and
there shall be no herd in the stalls; Yet I will rejoice in Yahuwah, I will joy
in Elohim of my salvation. The Lord Yahuwah is my strength, and he will make my
feet like hinds feet, and he will make me to walk upon mine high places.”
(Habakkuk3:17-19)

He
is wonderful, He is Almighty, He is my Heavenly Father Yahuwah on high. His low
whisper, gentle sound encourages me to come to Him, to walk in His light. Oh,
quiet my heart, to listen to Him, and to be guided by Him. He is the perfect
Father to direct my life, not only my life, He is the perfect Father to direct
each life on earth.

Haiying
Zhang
Longkou City,
Shandong Province,
P.R.China.
August 19, 2013